Another sucky day

Well, today sucked. I had moments today that were good.. I had fun at the grocery store.. but that was it.. The rest of the day sucked. I had to fight with David.. God only knows how long it will last this time.. I am beginning to think that being married isn't worth all of this. I need a better job, that way I can afford to just be on my own and be by myself when I want too.. and not have to argue all the time. I just want to be happy.. is that too much to ask? I am worried about myself.. my self esteem is getting low.. I have been feeling so down lately.. I am gaining weight.. my hair looks like shit.. I am going to change that though.. I can't get all down.. Not to worry, I will be back to myself as soon as possible.

Sorry I haven't posted lately.. didn't figure you guys wanted me to bore you with my depression.. honestly I didn't feel the urge to feel sorry for myself either.. that's why I am keeping this one short as well..

To my peeps.. I love you all.

I'm out.