Life is fun

Hello all. To most of you I am about to ramble incessantly for the next few minutes.. you won't understand the meaning but you'll get the point.. so just hang in there or click on the x.. the choice is yours and I really don't give a fuck which you chose.
Have you ever thought you at least kind of knew someone to find out that you really didn't know them at all? Have you ever gotten an outside perspective on something only to find out that your a fucking idiot after all? Have you ever trusted someone and then found out that they were using you to benifit themselves? Today I feel like that idiot.. I just don't care anymore.. I am feeling a little lonely and depressed this weekend.. can you tell? Don't worry I will be as fake as ever at work tomorrow and none of you will ever know the difference so please do me the kindness of not even asking.. just pretend that you don't know anything about anything because really you don't and just act like all is well with the world.. I am looking forward to seeing my friends tomorrow.. I miss them.. silly isn't it? Anyway, looks like either my stalker is back or there is another idiot much like the first one out there.. Can't say I am really happy about that but I don't really give a fuck about that either. Whoever you are.. if you have a problem with me, I am willing to put it on the table and either work it out.. or take it outside.. just let me know. It would be my pleasure to end this once and for all. I know there are people out there who don't like me.. people I have wronged in a past life, or people who just don't like the way I look.. guess what?? I don't care. I really don't. I am sorry if I have done or said something to offend someone but I am only human and it happens. Anyway, I am going to go before I stick my foot in my mouth and really end up hurting someone's feelings..
I'm out.